Here I am in Arizona. After a 13 hour trip that was more than eventful...exhausting. Our luggage is lost. My sister and I have been sitting around the house for what is now 48 hours.
Netflix has somewhat lost its entertainment value.
The last two days have been more than frustrating... especially when you get 3 ticked off women in a room. The atmosphere isn't exactly uplifting.
On the plus side the house looks great, Christmas decorations up and all.
I have nothing to REALLY complain about. I have what is necessary to live, and that should be enough. But it's not you know... human beings are complicated creatures.
Which leads me to my next thought. My frustrations, I have been taking them out on God.
Why is that I do that? I really haven't been able to bring myself to pray the past week. It's hard when He feels so far away.
On the plus side I got a 4.0 this semester. That rocks right? It really was by no doing of my own.
Purely mercy and grace.
As for next semester I have no idea what's going on. I know I am not taking any classes. I know I need a full time job to get me though April, then maybe I can take off to Peru. That would be great.
I guess this is where it's like "Ok God, direct me, even though I really don't want to even think about direction right now..."
I mean it's kind of Biblical to live for today, now. to Be Present. So I guess it's not such a bad thing.
Well I guess we shall see how it goes!
Here's to adventure, cheers!
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